disappointment.
I’m dealing with some disappointment today regarding tennis. I really don’t want to go into the nuts and bolts of it, just because that’s boring and confusing to anyone who isn’t in the middle of it.
In short, it looks like my team from last year is breaking up. Which is OK, and I kind of expected that, but I thought I’d be part of whatever most people move on to. That appears not to be the case. It’s nothing personal and I’m not taking it that way, but it still is just painful.
There are a lot of things I can do. I’ll have to decide. Right now I’m still getting my head around it.
I’ve been feeling for a while that maybe my life is headed in another direction. Maybe I’ll take a season off. Maybe I’ll hook up with another team. I don’t know.
I feel like God is nudging me to get serious about writing. It feels like this is the time when I really have the confidence to do it, and so many little things seem to be pointing in that direction.
What I had planned for next year isn’t going to happen. But something will happen, and it will be even better.
